BAH! I give up!

I quit. Seriously.

Had some contractions last night -- mild, but they were steady for an hour -- every 7 minutes from like 3 am to 4 am, when I got up to eat some cereal, because I was starving!

Then, once I got up, they pretty much went away.

I wonder if I'm too uptight about going into labor to go into labor.

So, doctor's appt today at 1pm: NOTHING! No dilation again, he hasn't even dropped that much! BAH!!!! GAH!!!! The doc said that maybe I was a little softer, but I was still closed up.

I'm hoping the full moon on Saturday morning will influence me somehow.

Next appt: Monday at 9:15 am. and, seriously, I'd better be on my way to the hospital after that to get induced. Because I am done.

If my only relaxed enough time to contract is between 3 and 4 in the morning, I'm truly F-ed. Because I will never sleep again, forever.

Remember that Simpsons Halloween episode where they do the Shining parody and Homer "goes crazy" toward the end? That's what I feel like, right now.